14 November 2024

Dear Sky,

In my “house arrest resistance struggle” here at my permanent residence on the 500 block of Orange Street, I often wonder whether I will ever get to see you again. THe forces which subjugate and manipulate womanhood in North Carolina are pernicious, so twisted, so completely against “the Law”, that I worry even Sky Walker will be forced to join “the restraining order sisterhood” that animates this terrifying conspiracy. What makes me happy though is…

…. the general reassurance I got from looking at your “Instagram” for the first time, and seeing the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my entire life. That is the only conceivable way to express it. And so I can only feel a hundred-fold more certain that you and I have something to say….

….to each other, and together (something) to say to the world. You have to admit Sky, people try to say I have a “mental illness”, but do you believe in this concept of “mental illness”? Because it is a myth, as the great Dr. Thomas Szasz said maybe 50-60 years ago, and he was right, there is no such thing as “mental illness”, the whole system of “psychiatric medicine” exists only to control, manipulate and destroy people. It has gotten worse and I am only now just now breaking free from “mental health care”, and that is just one good example of why I have thought about you so deliberately and with such emotion during these years of persecution. …

What I believe I have said in my letters already, but will bear repeating as we encounter the future, is that you are the person who, more than anyone else I have met, including my late brother Stedman, reminds me of my inner self, my star, my autonomous identity, I see the attitude I had, filtered through the differences of body, life, time, and most of all it is a certain apprehension of New Hanover County that I think we share, it is the angle of a strong and principled mind upon…

…that nightmare form of government which has evolved here. Indeed Sky, perhaps my love for you and the necessity of rescuing me from the White Supremacists who at this very moment are passing dirty signals to and fro’ on the secret Internet reserved for the Democratic Party, they are trying to wipe me off the map and out of the history books, off TV, never on the radio and on….

…the “commercial social networking sites” my accounts have all been sabotaged by the “shadow-blocking” hate parade, which is accompanied by “anonymous Facebook death threats” and the related phenomenon of “law enforcement cyberstalking”, as in full time digital detectives on the prowl at the STING Center (the SPY COMPUTER at the Wilmington Police Department that I’ve been fighting since 2017) and here is where it gets truly outrageous, because it turns out the….

…police were listening to me talk to my mother on the phone from the “death citadel” at 3950 Juvenile Center Road, so they actually have it set up so that every phone call at the jail can be pulled up on the spy computer at the police station, and they also have the “Shot Spotter” system, several thousand microphones dotted across the black matrix of Wilmington with automatic listening to detect the sound of gunfire, but I have heard from my associates in the so-called “criminal street gangs” that the Shot Spotter system also catches human conversations, and what I’m saying, Sky, is that….

…you need to help me in this life-or-death struggle, there is no purpose in attending college while the State of North Carolina is enveloped in a new kind of fascism, and I hope you can understand what I mean by “fascism”, because it is something I figured you would understand because of your alternative/heterodox education and unstructured home environment (to use an awkward phrase). The State of North Carolina and the United States have been spinning out of alignment and into the hellscape of obscene…

….laws and spiraling depravity to go with them. It is bad, Sky, and we have to make our move during the month of December. I have a few ideas, but all that matters is that we raise the banner of our rebel political-theatrical high modern sweet talk supernova to the whole world, and tell the General Assembly that we are going to Raleigh to seize the sovereign power of our State from the thieving usurper and….

….traitor to his State, the 21st century fascist dictator on the threshold of taking the executive mansion, no sir, not while you and I are in Raleigh. If we can prepare an ambush, a surgical strike, a dialectical intervention, a surprise attack, on Josh Stein and his horde of psycho-liberal professionals and Yankees, then we will not only make me the 76th Governor of our State, but will set the stage to move….

…the “executive capital” to Wilmington This will allow us to introduce a new hope into the North Carolina law by keeping the General Assembly from fucking up the revolution. That is a bit of an overdone statement, better to say that to remove the Governor to Wilmington would….

…pull the staples from the binding of the polcie state, which as of today makes Raleigh a most forbidding and treacherous territory to confront without being fanatical in every single way about transformation and rebirth of civil government in our deeply troubled State, which we will shortly save from peril, if you would just give me your hand.

Love,
Dawson